6.30.2001

and you guys thought you had it bad...

don't click here if under the age of 18, don't like to see genitals, etc.. etc..

oh, i forgot to mention.. i invited my friend mindy to co-author this blog. just because she's so fucking witty and cool. yeah, so hopefully i can get her on soon.

i hate getting in arguements. it's just not in my nature. i'm a pretty meek person and can't hold up my end of the arguement.

the guy i'm dating is in houston for the weekend and we just got in a *big* arguement over the phone. phone arguements are the worst. especially when they're 2000 miles away. mean words said.. tears.. hanging up.

and no make up sex.

i think cell phones were a bad invention for that one reason. if you get in an arguement over the phone, the 'angry hang up' is just not the same, and you feel no better, unlike the phones of the past. i mean, you push a button and hang up. and no matter how hard you push the button, it's still an innocent little cut off on their end. so they call back thinking you simply dropped the call. but instead it angers you more saying 'don't you know when i'm mad?! i hung up on you!'

oh the woes of being in a high-tech era.

6.29.2001

pretty uneventful day.. wanna go get smashed?

ok.. so you probably want to know more about me... yeah you do, don't lie.

hmm.. ok.. i'm 21 and i currently live in san francisco and hail from texas, oh land of plenty energy. i'm a little bundle of spirit, energy and vigor. yeah, something like that. i'm a pixie, a vixen, and oh-just-a-smidgen of bitch. can i be any less concrete in my description of myself? i'm teeny - a mere 5'2, but i'm a lil firecracker (or so my grandfather said...). and i fancy myself a geek.

i love to read. and i love to dream. so don't take away my rose-colored glasses because i like me like this... i love life.

and i also hate describing myself, obviously. i think over time my true self should come out in this, so i'll just leave it at that. i'm not too good at the 'personal ad' type description...

ok, yeah.. trust me. my site isn't always going to look like this. i have a few things to morph in photoshop, and i'll do that asap so i don't look so lame. all these straight lines and right angles are driving me crazy. now if i could only find my photoshop cd... or if you want to put a graphic or something together for me, ya know i'd love you forever. haha.

i've been messing around with linux on this computer for a little while, and i finally got around to double booting it with windows. so now i need to reinstall a lot of software. i'm just giving you reasons why this could be a long process. bear with me, ok?

i dig.

i'm a smart girl, and i'm pretty and child-like. most guys meet me and expect me to giggle and add nothing significant to the conversation. they expect me to simply be a 'trophy girlfriend' type girl or the helpless damsel in distress. haha. i laugh at their misconception.

yes, i wear pink dresses. and sometimes pigtails. and i might be eating an ice cream cone and playing with a puppy. but i scored a 1460 on my SATs. i read pablo neruda (untranslated) and can do differential calculus in my sleep. ask me about Brentano's three disciples and his contributions to metaphysics and psychology. or perhaps some nonlinear dynamics. hmm...

all of this and an excheerleader ::shudder::

6.28.2001

ok... i'm bored now but i can't seem to get myself motivated to do much with this page yet. please come entertain me. thanks.

oh, and bring food. i'm hungry.